SAHM or Working mom?

This wound be an easy answer if someone asked me few months back but now I have that option and finding myself in doubt.

Lets not talk about money shall we?

I feel I that my talent is wasted and I love to work. I just feel that I am in need to contribute my knowledge or at least learning something else when I'm working. Not that I want to be CEO one day but there are some sense of achievement when you are looking forward what's happen to you by the end of the year.

On the other side, being SAHM is always the best for the children but I don't feel it's good for me. I'm too contented which makes me feel guilty when at times I choose to be lazy while I've done nothing except taking care of the kid(s). I feel insecure when getting enough.

But then there are some people who always knows how to knock me on the head and accept the fact that Allah gives me this luxurious life to be blessed with.

'It's really different when you have someone else to take care of your children'

There's a moment at home when I suddenly think 'Syukur dapat melihat anak membesar depan mata sendiri' walaupun masa tu tengah mop lantai sebab Rauhah sepahkan food.

'You are better housewives when you are fully at home'

I guess some people are meant to be a good mom or at least I enjoy doing the chores. HEHE.

Husband said 'It's easier when you are not working' Senang nak arrange holiday or at times when he needs to go out of town and stuff.

At the end of the day, for which that I choose, it's basically the same. There are some win and loose but I prefer not to be greedy of wanting everything in the world - cause I already have it in front of my eyes :)